Ugh.

Did you know life sucks? And even more so, the people in it?

So, I have this ex boyfriend. He's a total jerk to me. Ever since we broke up, he's been avoiding me and not talking to me at all. I just want to beat him up or something LOL. Anyway, I sent him a message on FB, somewhat like the following:

Congratulations, _____ (insert jerky ex's name here)! You've managed to break the heart AND hurt the feelings of a 17 year old girl! I hope you feel manly for not giving me the time of day. Because I am done acknowledging your existence until you can stop thinking about yourself.

About an hour or so later, he comes on. And deletes my message. Okay, that hurt. :\ He writes some stupid note on there, and one of the questions was like: What have you learned today? Or something like that. And he answered something along the lines of that some people just don't get the hint. You know what? I totally feel that was directed at me. He wants me to get the hint he wants nothing to do with me anymore. And he said we could be friends after we broke up. You wanna know why he broke up with me? Because he thought he loved me but didn't because he has this stupid major crush on one of his lifelong friends, who doesn't want to go out with him! And he won't get over it! So I wasted two whole months of my life with some jerk who can't get things straight! It feels so horrible!

Anyway, basically I'm writing this here because I need some help feeling better. I get hurt easily, and even though I've gotten help, it's still hard for me. I've lost two of my close friends in just over a month. It's hard on me. And my heart. LOL. Okay, well hopefully someone cares enough to read this. And give me some advice on how to deal with this stuff. Au revoir!